Crazy in love ch.4

      The street seemed even more cold since last week. It's been a week since that kiss with Axel, if you can call it a kiss. It was more a brush of the lips, even still, it made my heart beat fast. That makes no sense!! I'm not gay! I don't like guys, I thought I liked girls!! My stare went to my shoes as I stepped into the building. I'm straight, right? You can't just go to being gay by spending one week with a totally HOT guy, right? While my brain was busy trying to figure out my sexuality, my legs stopped their movement. Pain shot threw my head as a hand whacked it. What the hell?! A glare turned it's self on the person who dares to interrupt my thinking, melting once I saw who it was.
" Axel. What do you want." It came out as a spat, I pushed past the red headed subject of my sexuality crisis.A flash of brown caught my attention and I looked to see what it was. A boy no older then myself stood before me, a smile on his face.
" Nice to meet you! My names Sora." His cheerful made my stomach sick, it's way to early to be that perky. A grunt was the response that I gave him, so maybe he'd get the memo that I'm not a morning person. Two different sets of footsteps followed behind me, making me feel creeped out. Who would like to have people following them around? Without much thought I walked straight to Axel's, not bothering to close the door, since I was still being followed. Sitting on Axel's bed, I looked over to the new kid, poor guy, I know what it was like having to be new here. Pretty shitty. My eyes were locked with the new kid's as Axel took a seat on the bed, a little too close to me, might I add. So close that his leg was brushing mine, sending tingles up the leg.
" I guess you should know the rules before anything. To start off, we're referred to as 'Psychies', I would just go with it. Secondly, there are three different levels of this psych ward; Juvenile ward, open units, and secure units. Each one varying in levels; High, medium, and low. We have a little bit of each. Third, We aren't allowed to date patients, kiss patients, love them, make love with them, or anything that would involve love and a patient. Lastly, You want to be a rule breaking psychie, otherwise you'll probably get a knife in your back. So don't follow the rules, and you'll be just fine." Sora  looked a little confused by all this information, can't blame him, I was too.
" Okay. So does that mean your breaking the rules as we speak?" My face scrunched up in confusion. What's this kid talking about? How would I be breaking any rules right now? Glancing over to Axel, I saw that he too was confused. So I asked Sora what the hell he was talking about.
" Your in love with Axel. And he's a patient." My face got so hot that it felt like it was on fire. H-He thinks that me and Axel are...OH, NO! Even if I would love it- Wait, what?! I didn't think that! I'm not gay!! Axel's chuckle filled the silence as I continue to blush like a mad man.
" I'm NOT in love with Axel! Why would I want a annoying, thick headed, teasing, imbecile?! Yeah, as if!" Not looking anyone in the eye, I pouted at the corner of the bed, Axel still laughing at my embarrassment.
" He's in denial." The smug red head told the confused brunette as my face continued to get hotter. At this rate I'll die from heat stroke. Stupid bastards! My neck cracked as I snapped it in the direction of the fire starter that made me get like this in the first place. He must think that he's all high and mighty, doesn't he? Wrong, I am!
" No I'm not!" My heart was thumping quickly in my chest again, matching the throbbing pain of a headache that's starting to form in my head. A ruffle of sheets, and Axel's no more then two inches from my face, so close I could feel his breath. We met glare for glare, the only difference is, I had a frown and he had a evil, infuriating smirk. Just wait till I can wipe that stupid smirk off his face. A cough directed my attention to the awkward standing brunette, leaving just the perfect opening for the red head to give my cheek a quick peck, once again, starting it on fire. Even if my body was screaming for me to retaliate, I focused on the boy, watching him squirm in his spot standing in front of the bed.
" Ah, could you show me to where I'm gonna work? So I can leave you two alone." It took two seconds for me to reach the door, pulling the newbie behind. Let's see, who can I give him? Zexion, since he never says anything to me anyways. And, Riku. I HATE that stupid son of a bitch! Kicking the door open I pushed Sora inside, calling to said sliver haired bastard.
" What do you want?" His snappy voice called though the darkness, making my already high anger boil up even higher. My jaw clenched tight when I glared into the darkness that held the brat in question. I want to wrap my hands around his neck and squeeze, hard.
" Maybe if you come over here and LOOK you wouldn't have to ask!" Hissed out between my gritted teeth. My glare never left the spot I was staring at, a bed creaking resounded threw mind. Riku's snotty little face came to my  line of sight, earning a glare as soon as I saw one trace of his face. Aqua marine eyes darted over to Sora, softening right away. I see how it is you mother fucking pretty boy. I get spat at and the new boy gets a nice look. Jerk. I'm happy, who would want him all over you? Not me. My glare left Riku and landed on Sora, who was staring at the sliver haired guy in front of him, mouth agape. God Sora, if you like him so much, don't just stand there like a idiot with you mouth open! Not a good first impression. This is going to be fun...not.
" Well, Sora meet Riku Johnson, bastard. Bastard, meet Sora, new kid." Might as well introduce them before they wind up fucking in the future. And I just know that they will. Riku growled at me, obviously not happy about being called what I called him. Too bad, jerk face! I'm not saying sorry! Sora waved at him then went into his room, making loud noises, since you can't see anything in there. A sudden wave of light flowed from Riku's room, the latter wincing at the sudden sun. His niceness was over and he glowered at the brown haired boy.
" You need some light in here." Sora suggested with a light hearted smile that could turn anyone into goo.
" Maybe I don't want the light. Maybe I hate light. Maybe I like it dark in here and it makes me feel safe!" Riku hissed, getting louder with each statement. The latter was flinching and backing to the wall for comfort. Geez, what crawled up Riku's butt today? I'm not a nice person and I couldn't yell at the poor kid.
" I'm sorry, it's just, I thought you might want some. I'll close them again, if you want." His hand went for the cord of the blinds, stopping when Riku spoke. Calmly this time.
" No, it's fine. Sorry I snapped at you. It's your first day and I should go easier on you. Pfft, yeah, like you were a saint when you met me. The first thing I thought when I saw Riku was, 'hey, this guys nice.', more like ' hey this guys a dick head and I want to stick my fist up his nose.'
" You other rooms are 000-006 and we'll switch off on 000-010. You can have 10 this time." With that I left the future love birds to them selves. My mind wondered when my feet took me down the hall. Can you guess to who? Axel. Yup, you got it. The guy who is screwing with my mind, making me want to screw him. My manners must have taken a holiday since I entered Namine's room without knocking. This didn't faze her in the least, cause she didn't even look up to see who it was.
" Hey Roxas. Like the new guy?" She started up conversation right away, which I noted in the dorky clipboard. Namine pushed a bunch of drawings towards me, not taking her eyes off her sketch book. Looking over the drawings, I answered her.
" Yeah he's cool. But I'm sure that him and Riku will be screwing each other in no time." A snort was her response since she probably already knew what was going to happen between the two.
" What makes you say that?" Putting her drawings down, I laid on the floor so my face touched the cold ground. Maybe I'll fall asleep here, I didn't get any at home. My eyes drooped down, only proving me right.
" The way they look at each other, it looks like they are the only two in the room." A yawn didn't help as I fought off sleep. I can't...
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A loud buzzing of people talking, loudly might I add. My eyes opened to see blurry red, and what looks to be a face. Once my vision became clear, I found that I was being held in Axel's arms, face in his chest. Surprise flowed though my body, fear soon taking over. But I didn't do anything about it, in fact I pressed my face closer to his chest. Why? Not sure. But he was warm and I'm a little cold. That's what I'm going to go by anyways.
" Roxas?! What are you doing?!" Hayner's loud, slightly annoying voice broke me thoughts. When I turned my face, I saw his confused, knowing face, looking right into my eyes. Shit. Hayner's going to get the wrong idea. Sure enough, a smirk crawled it's way onto his face. Shit.
" Didn't know you played that way Rox." Hayner is just asking for a fist to the face! His all knowing, smug look is really getting on my nerves. My eyes snapped to Axel.
" Put me down, please." Might as well be nice to him, since he is holding me a good 6 feet off the ground, and I don't feel like dieing today. As soon as my feet touched the ground, I rushed over to Hayner, ready to strangle him. My eyes boar into his, not put off by the fear in them.
" I think you should shut your face, don't you?" I gritted out between teeth, still keeping up my icy glare. Hayner's lip went in between his teeth as he nodded his head furiously. Laughing, a evil smirk came as I took my seat, Axel following to sit next to me.  
" Roxas, come on." Axel was trying to get me to go get something to eat with him, but I wasn't really that hungry. Not wanting to take no for an answer, he took my hand in his, pulling a little, a sad look on his face. Controlling my monster blush, I tugged my hand back, apologizing to the red head. His trudging footsteps broke my heart. My mind starting wondering to the whole issue of my sexuality again. What am I? I thought I was straight till I met Axel. But I'm not gay. I don't even find most guys hot, that is, besides Axel. Does that mean...I'm..gay for Axel?! My breath hitched in my throat, my eyes widening with realization. I'm gay for my patient. A hand placed on my shoulder startled me so much, I jumped at least a foot in the air.
" Sorry, didn't mean to scare you Roxy, but I grabbed you something too. I know your not hungry, but I want you to eat something." A tray was pushed in front of me, taunting me with how good it looks, cause on the inside, I'm starving! But I don't want to be embarrassed anymore by the redhead. I should have just pushed it away, but what did I do? Sat there and stared at it like it was going to blow up at any second, and, with the type of food they serve here, it's not too much of an exaggeration. Giggles reached my ears, ringing in them like nails on a chalk board. My blonde haired friend was laughing like there was no tomorrow. My hands twitched as anger raised in the pit of my stomach, bubbling up to the top of my stomach in no time. My chair screeched as I was just about to go and hurt my friend, only for me to have a hand come and cup my chin, turning my face to look into emerald orbs. Axel's smile caused all the blood in my body rush to my cheeks. My mouth opened to get a cold spoon put at my lips before I could utter a word of objection. Obeying the redhead, I opened my mouth so he could feed me, I can't believe I let him! Mmm! Ice cream! I didn't even know they had ice cream here! Before I could tell Axel this, I got another spoon full of ice cream, caramel, and delicious hot fudge, which dripped down to my chin. I went to wipe it off but Axel's hand shot out, grabbing my wrist. My heart began pounding in my chest, it was so loud I think everyone in that lunch room heard it. Axel leaned down so he was at eye level, staring at me with his gorgeous green eyes, that went down till they found the line of ice cream toppings dripping down till it hit the bottom of my chin. H-He wouldn't! Axel leaned in farther, if that was possible, and licked up till he reached my lips. Damn, he can probably feel my heart beat in my wrist. It became impossible to hold open my eyes. My head was spinning and my stomach was twisting so badly that I thought I was going to be sick.
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" Rox? Rox, get up! Roxas I swear if you don't open your eyes I'll go get your struggle bat and stick it up your ass!" Hayner's angry voice sounded ten times louder then usual. What happened to me?
" Roxy, are you okay?" I know that voice, the voice of the guy that made me go gay for him. Pain shot threw my skull at the thought. I can't think right, right now. I'm gonna go to sleep again.