Crazy in love ch.7

A/N I know that this is REALLY short. Sorry! And sorry for the sappiness of this chap as well.

Warning: many people crying and major time skips! ( Sorry for those as well! DX)

Thank you to all of those who have reviewed so far.

" Roxas? Roxas, come out, come out where ever you are!" I feel like I'm playing a game of hide and seek. A one-sided game of hide and seek. I hate that game with a passion! If your in a big house or, say, a hospital, there are to many fucking places to search and you just get more and more pissed as you go. Sure you can say 'come out guys. I don't wanna play any more.' they still will hid since you might be lying to them. God it drives me insane! " Roxy, I thought you weren't mad at me!" Maybe if I make him a little pissed, he'll come out.

All I saw when I came to the entrance was a bunch of Pyches running around, all Pyches but the one I'm looking for. My eyes bounced around the whole room, looking for the blond. Suddenly I saw Roxy's little blond friend standing behind the counter, looking bored as ever.

" Hey, you seen Roxas?" Sure I might have been a little rude, so bite me. He raised his eyes to find he right up in his face, slightly glaring, and fully pissed.

" I'm sorry, it's not my day to watch him." He sneered, a wide smirk on his pricky little face. Roxas. Focus on Roxas. You need to find Roxas. Ignore the little asshole.

" Fine. I guess that I'll just find him myself." I melted into the crowd of people rushing this way and that, while I was just be knocked around like a bobber in a nasty storm. While I was being bumped, I saw a little hallway that was dark. Might as well check there. " Roxy? You here buddy?" My voice bounced off the walls like a bouncy ball bouncing down the stairs. Through the dark, I could barely make out a door. A small amount of light slipping from under the door. It creaked open and you could hear a gasp.

" Axel? How'd you get here?" He sounded baffled at my presence.

" I floated and magically ended up in this room. What do you think?" I joked, running over and hugging him tightly.

" Well I know that, you ass. I meant, how did you find me?" He, sadly, didn't return the hug. But just sat there, not making a movement to push me off, which was a good sign.

" This was one of the only places that I didn't check. And maybe I'm turning psychic like Namine? You never know~." He laughed at me and stood up, heading to a pop machine that just appeared out of nowhere. How did I not notice that in the room? " Oh, I just remembered that it's lunch time! Come on Roxy!" I grabbed his hand, yanking him away from sipping his pop. We were flying down the hallway at a fast pace.

" Roxas?" The blond gasped at us as we flew by him. The roar of people told me to skid to a stop and we reached the door to the lunch room. Roxas was panting, holding the pop can to his chest in shock.

" Were you trying to kill me? Idiot!" He playfully punched me in the arm, walking back to our lunch table.

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Stupid Axel. Making me almost spill my pop that I just bought. Stupid. I smiled at him as he went off to get both of our lunches like a little puppy. I'm beginning to wonder who's the stupid one here? Me? Or Axel?

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Three months. Three freaking months! That's how much time passed even if it seems like just a week or two. I mean, where'd all the time go? My routine hasn't changed in that amount of time. I still go down the same gloomy street that people seem to like to avoid at all costs. I still say hi to Hayner when I enter the hospital. I still go to Axel's room first then head right next door to Namine's. I still get dragged to lunch by Axel. So not much has changed at all. Besides Demyx taking Zexion from us. So Sora has Luxord now. Fine by me. My confused feelings never have changed. And in the past month or so, Axel has been saying good bye to me with a small peak of the lips, which I blush madly at and scurry away quickly. Opening the door to Axel's room, I found something that defiantly ISN'T of the ordinary. Sora sat on the floor in front of Axel, eyes sad and slightly puffy. Closing the door with a confused glance at the pair, I walked over.

" Sora, what's up? Shouldn't you be with Riku?" His eyes grew even more sad at the mention of the name. What happened?

" Roxas, I-I...I'm leaving. I got enough money to make it by for the time being and found another job that would work better." He hung his head, I almost expected him to break out crying. Why is that sad?

" What's wrong then? You should be happy at that! Great job Sora!" I tried cheering him up, failing royally. His depressed eyes were locked with mine again, hitting my heart with the sadness. I would bet anything that I saw a shimmer of a tear in them.

" You don't get it! I have to leave Riku! I can't do that! Because I-I f-f-eel like I l-love him. And I can't just up and leave without even trying to love him." A tear slipped down his face, making my own heart crumble in my chest. Dropping to my knees, I pulled Sora close, putting my hand on the back on his neck and putting the other on his back. He wrapped his arms around me, squeezing tightly. His whole body shook as his breathes became very hitched.

" Sora, don't cry. Because if you start crying then I'm going to start crying!" I plead as streams of tears pored from my eyes. I get emotional if people start crying around me. It's a curse. He laughed meekly shoving his face closer to my shoulder. Axel must have felt left out since here we are crying our eyes out and he's still okay. I pushed on Sora's shoulders, trying to smile at him. He wiped his eyes before smiling also. But it didn't last long as tears came back to his eyes.

" I'm going to miss you so much Rox!" He whined, hugging me again. I laughed and stood up, taking him with me. He did the 'wipe the tears and smile' thing again, finally leaving.

" I hope you wouldn't leave me." Axel spoke up. I smiled back at him.

" Of course not! Who else would I have to bug me all the time?" He rolled his eyes at me, standing and walking till he was standing right in front of me.

"Roxas, I have something to tell you."

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I'm sure I look wonderful after crying my eyes out. Taking a big gulp of air, I steadied my breathing to a normal rate. If only I could say the same for my heart.

" Riku?" I called in his room, seeing him on his bed, the last rays of morning giving him a hansom silhouette. Aqua marine eyes glowed at me, breaking my soul in half as I know that they'll be sad within a couple of minutes.

" Hey Sora!" He patted the empty spot next to his side, which I obeyed and sat in. Another deep breath took up the silence as I prepared to tell him.

" Riku, I'm going to tell you a couple things right after another. So, I'm serious when I say, do you want to good news or the bad news first?" His guard was up at full force again. The same wall that he throws up when he doesn't want to hear something.

" Good news first.." Another sigh.

" Well, I like you. More then I should. Like you like you. And I wanted to tell you that before I give you the bad news. And the bad news is, I can't love you." He looked confused then even more confused.

" Why couldn't you love me?"

" Riku, I'm leaving. I got enough money to get by and I found a job that is better and steady. Plus it pays more. So I can't love you. Even if I REALLY want to try." I was staring at my hands intently, not wanting to see what emotion Riku's eyes held at the moment. I'm sure that I wouldn't like it. A hand was placed on my cheek, turning my eyes to I was staring in two beautiful orbs. They were filled with too many emotions to pick out. But the prominent one was extreme sadness. My heart was jumping on a pogo stick as Riku leaned in, closing the gap between our lips. It was a tender, loving kiss.

" Sora. I love you. And I'll never stop loving you. You could be across the sea and I wouldn't stop loving you. But I want you to try. Try to make it work. Please! That's all I ask for you to do. I want to know what it's like to be loved. Please. If you can't work here, visit. Please!" My mouth hung open as tears freely flowed from his closed eyes. I hugged his neck, feeling Riku's wet tears fall on my own cheeks.

" Riku, I'll do anything."

" Thank you Sora."

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My brows knitted as he stood over me. What does he want to tell me? He looks like he's serious.

" Roxas, I love you."

A/N Again, sorry for length! Please review!